The Lift

By Noel Spencer

For a while now we’ve been pushing our luck with the lift I use when I move Jesse to change the sheets.

 

Next week I’m going to go out to New Jersey and pick up the new lift, but this time we’re going to get the deluxe model.

Feast your eyes on the WOK Patient Lift and Transfer.  It’s going to cost a bit more than we wanted to spend, but my love is worth it. Wish me luck getting it back to the city!

Bedbound

BY JESSE MARIE SCOTT SPENCER

I woke up this morning, and I realized I haven’t gotten out of bed in three weeks. It’s just been easier now with all the things Noel’s surrounded me with to be comfortable. Noel’s been preparing for this for months. We’ve been getting all this equipment delivered to the apartment so he would be ready.

I think I’ve been so focused on the details of how we were going to get to 1000 pounds it never really occurred to me that at some point I wouldn’t be able to get out of bed any more. I mean, we talked about it, but it never seemed real. That’s probably because it happens so gradually. It’s not like you wake up one morning and say “Welp, today I can’t get out of bed anymore.” It’s more like, “Hmm. I’ve not walked in three weeks. I guess that’s it. I’m never going to walk again.

It’s okay because I’ve got a great guy to take care of me. I’ve never met a man who’s more super duper than Noel. He’s so kind, attentive, smart, caring, and sexy. I love how he always let’s me know he’s there for me. We always knew it would be challenging, but we can meet any challenge as long as we’re together. I believe that.

Sofa Sleeping

By Noel Spencer

Jesse sleeps on sofa

With late night movie
Flickering on face

Shadows play
Heavy breathing
Beautiful bigness

In my heart

It is becoming more difficult for Jesse to move. Sometimes, she stays out of the bed for long runs. She sleeps on the sofa for two or three nights at a time because it is so difficult for her to walk back to the bedroom. I enjoy when she stays in the living room because that means we are sort of in the same room. Only an arch separates our living room and kitchen. She can watch me cook, and I can pop over to her on the sofa to have her taste dishes as I make them. It is kind of perfect.

This is not going to last much longer. Pretty soon she will go back into bed, and she will stay in the bedroom. I thought about putting a little hot plate in the bedroom, but that seems a little over the top. It will probably be good for us to have some space from each other. Usually, I sleep next to Jesse on a cot, or I’ll crash on the twin bed in my office. It just depends on how much work I have to do. Often, when I’m editing or I’ve got a job, it is just easier to sleep where I’m working. 

 

The Launch!

By Jesse Marie Scott & Noel Spencer

Welcome to the blog of Jesse Marie Scott and Noel Spencer, otherwise known as jessennoel.com! Thanks for joining us. We are a couple living in the Williamsburg, Brooklyn neighborhood of New York City. We have been together for almost two years. We met online after Noel responded to a personal ad Jesse posted on Craigslist.

This is our little corner of the interweb to share our experiences as a couple engaging in the feederism lifestyle. Feederism, for those of you who don’t know, is a fetish where one partner feeds the other to aid in weight gain. Sometimes, both partners will feed, but more often than not, one partner is the feeder and the other partner is a feedee, or gainer. In our relationship, Noel feeds Jesse and takes care of her every need. During our time together, Jesse has gained 103 pounds. Currently, she weighs 417lbs.

There are a few reasons we’re starting this blog:

1. To share what it is like to be in a relationship framed by feederism. This isn’t a lifestyle most people know about, and we want to give the rest of the world a better understanding of our day-to-day activities.

2. We want to share tips and hints for others looking to feed or gain. The community of feeders and feedees is expanding each day, and it’s helpful to hear other couples are successfully achieving the goals they set for themselves.

3. Recently, we decided to go for the ultimate goal: 1000 pounds! Throughout our relationship, we have set goals and made every one. Now, we embark on an exciting trip, and we hope you’ll join us as we head to 1K!

Finally, we’re very excited to announce our upcoming wedding! We’re tying the knot on October 4, 2008 – less than a month away. Very exciting! It’s such an exciting next step in our relationship.

Thanks for reading, and if you have any comments or questions, just ask. We’re here to help!

Jesse & Noel