The Lift

By Noel Spencer

For a while now we’ve been pushing our luck with the lift I use when I move Jesse to change the sheets.

 

Next week I’m going to go out to New Jersey and pick up the new lift, but this time we’re going to get the deluxe model.

Feast your eyes on the WOK Patient Lift and Transfer.  It’s going to cost a bit more than we wanted to spend, but my love is worth it. Wish me luck getting it back to the city!

VLOGGING!

Stuffies

By Noel Spencer

There’s some great Feederism blogs out there. I really love Molly Ren’s “Stuffies” blog. She’s got a great, fun take on how to go about it, and she’s building a really strong community. Check her out, if you don’t already know about her.

Channel Surfing

By Jesse Marie Scott Spencer

Sometimes it’s hard being in the bed all the time. But Noel knows how to make me feel comfortable. He is the only man to ever really get me. He knows I like to watch Extreme Makeover: Home Edition and The Amazing Race on Sundays at eight. He even got me two TVs with two remotes. I know, they got those new fangled TVs, and you can watch two shows at once. I get the main show on the screen and a little box in the corner with the second one going. But that would hurt my eyes. It was also too expensive to be getting headaches over! So Noel went out and got me a second TV. Cost half what those fancy ones do. I can have one clicker in my right hand and one in my left hand. I can watch two shows at once. Noel also got me the DVR, so I could time delay my shows. I start both shows at the same time, but pause one of them. I know I can record one and watch it later. Sometimes I do that. But watching two TVs at once is an art. When one goes to commercial, you pause it, and start the second. By the time you finish the teaser for the second show, the first is back from commercial. Pause #2 again, and so forth and so on. I give whole new meaning to the term “channel surfing.”

Noel makes my room feel like a sanctuary. Like we worship here. It's a sacred little place for only us. We kick back, relax and watch a few shows in one night. If I'm not on the internet writing something for you to read, I'm keeping up with my shows. I liked that show Heroes. It was great when they were all discovering new powers they got. There's this one lady, skinny little *itch, she's got two personalities. One is good, and one is bad. The bad one has super human strength. I can relate to her. Not that I have super human strength, but I do feel like I have two sides to my personality. I feel like I’m two different people. There’s how most people see me. Big. Well, too big. But, when I'm on line, chatting with all of you. I feel sexy and beautiful. I feel like that skinny *itch on that show. Unstoppable. Like I could take on the world.

Courtesy The Big Beautiful Wonder Woman Blog
Artist: DERRICK FISH


What makes you feel like you could take on the world?

A Milestone

By Noel Spencer

Jesse is 500 lbs. I can’t believe it. We are half way there. Technically, if you count from the day we met back two years ago, when she was 290 lbs., we’re 30% of the way there. We have 2/3 of the way left.

Right now, she’s gaining 15.5 lbs per month. I’d like to increase that if we can. There are certain ways to do this. I have heard antihistamines can increase weight gain.

I am going to suggest it to Jesse. If she says no, then we won’t do it. As long as we get there, it doesn’t matter when we get there. (But, it would be fun to get there sooner!)

Jesse is such a special person. She so alive and definitely the most adventurous woman I have ever met. She is always so ready to go where only a few have gone before. She is like an explorer charting a new map. It is so exciting when people want to push boundaries and become achieve a potential they know is deep inside them. Jesse embodies that strength.

I am so lucky.

Preparations

By Noel Spencer

It’s a lot of work getting married. I thought since it would just be my brother and Jesse’s sister attending it would be a piece of cake, but it’s turning out to be a lot of running round. Jesse can help with some things around the house, but when it comes to executing errands around town, I’m doing most of that, including renting a car to pick up Jesse’s sister at the airport. She doesn’t get that people take cabs in NYC, so we’ve got to pick her up in a rental. It’s just one more thing.

I also must pick up Jesse’s dress from the cleaners. They are doing the alterations. I thought I could do it. I can sew a little, but this is special. I want it done right. The seamstress is over on Metropolitan Avenue. She is a Indian woman, and she’s done a great job in the past with minor alterations. We ordered Jesse’s dress online, and it is gorgeous. It just needs to be bigger. When I told the woman doing the alterations we want it to be let out, she tried to explain to me that I must have it wrong. All brides want to have their dress taken IN.

After much back and forth about whether I was right or wrong, she told me it would cost more for letting it out. She suggested it was about the extra fabric. I almost argued with her on this. Why does it cost more for someone to make something bigger than smaller? It is as if she is penalizing us for Jesse being fat. Ultimately, after speaking with some friends, they assured me that extra fabric would cost more.

All of this is to say: I picked up Jesse’s dress today! She tried it on, and she looks stunning. Even though the woman altered it to be bigger, I had her make it slightly smaller than Jesse’s size. It’s super tight, and her voluptuous, glorious body shows in all its glory. She’s beautiful, sumptuous, and classic all at once.

Jesse watches this show Say Yes to the Dress all the time. Her favorite part is when women get all weepy over their dresses. Gets her every time. She says they know when they put it on.

When Jesse tried on that dress…

God, let me tell you…she was perfection. The look on her face was priceless. And the tears flowed…and flowed.

I can’t wait for Saturday.

Woke Up, Fell Out of Bed

By Noel Spencer

You might be wondering what a day in the life of a feeder is like. I am sorry to say, it is pretty typical. Wake up, make coffee, and rustle up some breakfast. This is where it deviates from what most people do, I guess. My breakfast is a bowl of cereal or some toast with peanut butter, but I make Jesse’s breakfast which is usually a dozen eggs scrambled with cheese, a large bowl of cereal with whole milk, and a tea with half and half and sugar. Jesse watches her morning shows while I get started with my day.

As a designer, I’m able to work from home. My room has a little office area and a twin sized bed. I’m usually on deadline, so I don’t have a lot of time to make big lunches. White Castle is down the street and McDonald’s is over on Grand, so I usually just head over there and grab a few Extra Value Meals. I get a variety – Big Mac, Quarter Pounder – and a few apple or cherry pies. Jesse is on the computer or watching television throughout the afternoon. If she gets hungry, there’s plenty of snacks in the fridge for her to grab, and if she wants something we don’t have, I’ll just pop out to the store for the special item.

Dinner is special. It can take up to two hours to prepare. I love cooking. This is when I get to feed Jesse. It’s relaxing, sensual and most nights it evolves into sexy time. It’s the perfect end to a long day.

The Launch!

By Jesse Marie Scott & Noel Spencer

Welcome to the blog of Jesse Marie Scott and Noel Spencer, otherwise known as jessennoel.com! Thanks for joining us. We are a couple living in the Williamsburg, Brooklyn neighborhood of New York City. We have been together for almost two years. We met online after Noel responded to a personal ad Jesse posted on Craigslist.

This is our little corner of the interweb to share our experiences as a couple engaging in the feederism lifestyle. Feederism, for those of you who don’t know, is a fetish where one partner feeds the other to aid in weight gain. Sometimes, both partners will feed, but more often than not, one partner is the feeder and the other partner is a feedee, or gainer. In our relationship, Noel feeds Jesse and takes care of her every need. During our time together, Jesse has gained 103 pounds. Currently, she weighs 417lbs.

There are a few reasons we’re starting this blog:

1. To share what it is like to be in a relationship framed by feederism. This isn’t a lifestyle most people know about, and we want to give the rest of the world a better understanding of our day-to-day activities.

2. We want to share tips and hints for others looking to feed or gain. The community of feeders and feedees is expanding each day, and it’s helpful to hear other couples are successfully achieving the goals they set for themselves.

3. Recently, we decided to go for the ultimate goal: 1000 pounds! Throughout our relationship, we have set goals and made every one. Now, we embark on an exciting trip, and we hope you’ll join us as we head to 1K!

Finally, we’re very excited to announce our upcoming wedding! We’re tying the knot on October 4, 2008 – less than a month away. Very exciting! It’s such an exciting next step in our relationship.

Thanks for reading, and if you have any comments or questions, just ask. We’re here to help!

Jesse & Noel