Little Help from Our Friends

By Jesse Marie Scott Spencer

THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU! OMG, seriously?! You all are so fantastic. Over the past couple weeks there has been a super duper outpouring of love and support from the community. Obviously, you want to see me on camera again.

In 18 days, we have received so many donations. You raised over $3000.00 to the camera fund! Noel can buy the camera, AND we have enough money for a couple weeks of groceries. This means so much, and your love is FELT!

Special thanks goes out to our friend Marcus in Seattle who spearheaded this impromptu fundraiser. As many of you know, Marcus emailed us after Noel announced the camera died and said he wanted to help us raise money to buy the new video recorder. He sent emails to his list of feeders and fatties, and low and behold! We have some fans!

I received some very lovely emails from many of you who have been quietly watching our vids, and I just want to thank you with all my heart! Thanks for your sweet presents. They’re super exciting and adorable. I especially love the chocolates and muffin baskets – keep those coming!

Noel ordered the new camera, and it should be here any day. We’ll be back to video making very soon. And, since you’ve all been so extra super sweet, we’re taking requests. I won’t take off my clothes, but there are a lot of other things we LOVE to do. Food play? Jiggling? Force-feeding? What’s your pleasure, my people?

Poll in the right sidebar. Vote for your fave!!

Merry Christmas!

By Jesse Marie Scott Spencer

Merry Christmas one and all! It's been a fantastic day. Noel woke me up this morning with breakfast in bed - of course, every morning is breakfast in bed for me...LOL!

We watched T.V. all day long filled with loads of holiday fun. It’s a tradition; we watch the four holiday classics: It’s a Wonderful Life, A Christmas Story, A Charlie Brown Christmas and How the Grinch Stole Christmas. It’s a Wonderful Life starts off during breakfast, and when we’ve finished it, we open presents.

I got Noel an apron!

HO HO HO! LOL! What a riot...! That was my gag gift.

This is what I got him for realsies:

He’s lugs around this big camera, and that’s great for our videos we make. Hi def and all, but this is a

cute, little camera for quick shots. It’s also a little present for me. I told him when he goes out, he can take shots of the neighborhood, or the city, and when he comes home, I can do a quick upload to my computer and check out the world.

Noel, made me a new negligee for my present. I knew he’d been making it – it’s hard to keep something like that secret in a small apartment like ours. I could hear the sewing machine chugging away after he thought I’d gone to sleep. It’s pink with white lace. You’ll all get a peak of it soon. We’re getting ready to make a new video, and I told Noel I would wear it. Before we do that, though, Noel’s going to get his own private show (he’s got dibs...he is my husband after all!).

After presents, Noel rustled up some lunch while I watched A Christmas Story. It’s not his favorite. I think he had a bad experience with a BB gun in the past – LOL! Lunch was our annual tradition – fondue! Noel set up four different fondue pots around me: oil, veggie broth, cheese, and of course, chocolate! Noel dipped and fed me all sorts of fun foods. My fave was oranges in the chocolate – DE-lish!

We watched The Grinch and Charlie Brown during lunch, and by the time we got to the end of Charles Schultz’s masterpiece, we were making out like teenagers. I KNOW! It felt like when I was a kid, kissing with Terry Harris from next door. He’d come over to watch movies in our basement with that old wood paneling on the walls, and we would st

ar making out. My mom would come downstairs to “do laundry” every 15 minutes or so. Little did she know, there’s a lot you can do in 15 minutes when you’re 15 years old...LOL!!

Things got pretty messy with the cheese and chocolate (hehe), so Noel gave me a sponge bath. (He’s super duper!)

Noel was pretty exhausted, and he fell asleep in the recliner next to my bed. He’s snoring away as I type my Season’s Greetings. Check him out:

SOOOOO CUTE!

Preparations

By Noel Spencer

It’s a lot of work getting married. I thought since it would just be my brother and Jesse’s sister attending it would be a piece of cake, but it’s turning out to be a lot of running round. Jesse can help with some things around the house, but when it comes to executing errands around town, I’m doing most of that, including renting a car to pick up Jesse’s sister at the airport. She doesn’t get that people take cabs in NYC, so we’ve got to pick her up in a rental. It’s just one more thing.

I also must pick up Jesse’s dress from the cleaners. They are doing the alterations. I thought I could do it. I can sew a little, but this is special. I want it done right. The seamstress is over on Metropolitan Avenue. She is a Indian woman, and she’s done a great job in the past with minor alterations. We ordered Jesse’s dress online, and it is gorgeous. It just needs to be bigger. When I told the woman doing the alterations we want it to be let out, she tried to explain to me that I must have it wrong. All brides want to have their dress taken IN.

After much back and forth about whether I was right or wrong, she told me it would cost more for letting it out. She suggested it was about the extra fabric. I almost argued with her on this. Why does it cost more for someone to make something bigger than smaller? It is as if she is penalizing us for Jesse being fat. Ultimately, after speaking with some friends, they assured me that extra fabric would cost more.

All of this is to say: I picked up Jesse’s dress today! She tried it on, and she looks stunning. Even though the woman altered it to be bigger, I had her make it slightly smaller than Jesse’s size. It’s super tight, and her voluptuous, glorious body shows in all its glory. She’s beautiful, sumptuous, and classic all at once.

Jesse watches this show Say Yes to the Dress all the time. Her favorite part is when women get all weepy over their dresses. Gets her every time. She says they know when they put it on.

When Jesse tried on that dress…

God, let me tell you…she was perfection. The look on her face was priceless. And the tears flowed…and flowed.

I can’t wait for Saturday.

Old, New, Borrowed & Blue

By Jesse Marie Scott

I can’t believe I’m getting married in less than three weeks! OMG!!

I’ll be honest – this isn’t something I ever thought would happen. When I was a little girl, I dreamed of having a wedding, of course. I’d have a white dress with a long train that went down the isle like Princess Diana. There would be a ring barer, a flower girl and candles everywhere. When I got older, I rarely dated, and when I did date, I never thought of anyone as “Mr. Right.” Even after I started meeting up with guys that feed, I never figured I’d find someone who wanted to be with me long term, let along marry me.

There was one guy I dated (who will remain nameless), and I thought he might be “the one.” We were together just over a year. The relationship started a lot like Noel and mine did. We met on line, started seeing each other and we had a relationship. I didn’t expect anything because all my other feeders before him were short term. Guys usually will stick around for a few weeks, maybe a couple months, but no one ever really connected with me on an intimate level.

We began feeding more regularly, and we played around with the idea of goals. I joked that we should go for 1000 pounds one day, and you should have seen his eyes! LOL! He was so freaked out. We agreed 300 hundred pounds would be much easier to reach, and we started out feeding to gain. For realsies. Before it was a fantasy or something we joked about. This required serious obligation. He didn’t have that. He left a couple weeks after we started on our road to the goal.

Looking back on it, that is fine by me! His exit made room for my true love, Mister Noel Jonathan Spencer. Now we’re getting married, and I can’t WAIT!

I do have to get a little traditional: Something Old, Something New, Something Borrowed, and Something Blue.

So far, I’ve got…

Blue – I’m going have a blue bouquet. I love blue. It’s my favorite color, and I almost decided to wear a blue dress, too. In the end, I decided to be traditional and wear white.

Working on the other three. Though, I did see pretty pearl necklace on line. I showed it to Noel, and I think he might be getting it for me!! That would be my “new” item.

I’m not sure what the other two items will be, though. Any of you had a wedding? What did you borrow? If you have suggestions, feel free to suggest away!