Friday, December 26, 2008

Merry Christmas!

By Jesse Marie Scott Spencer

Merry Christmas one and all! It's been a fantastic day. Noel woke me up this morning with breakfast in bed - of course, every morning is breakfast in bed for me...LOL!

We watched T.V. all day long filled with loads of holiday fun. It’s a tradition; we watch the four holiday classics: It’s a Wonderful Life, A Christmas Story, A Charlie Brown Christmas and How the Grinch Stole Christmas. It’s a Wonderful Life starts off during breakfast, and when we’ve finished it, we open presents.

HO HO HO! LOL! What a riot...! That was my gag gift.

He’s lugs around this big camera, and that’s great for our videos we make. Hi def and all, but this is a
cute, little camera for quick shots. It’s also a little present for me. I told him when he goes out, he can take shots of the neighborhood, or the city, and when he comes home, I can do a quick upload to my computer and check out the world.

Noel, made me a new negligee for my present. I knew he’d been making it – it’s hard to keep something like that secret in a small apartment like ours. I could hear the sewing machine chugging away after he thought I’d gone to sleep. It’s pink with white lace. You’ll all get a peak of it soon. We’re getting ready to make a new video, and I told Noel I would wear it. Before we do that, though, Noel’s going to get his own private show (he’s got dibs...he is my husband after all!).

After presents, Noel rustled up some lunch while I watched A Christmas Story. It’s not his favorite. I think he had a bad experience with a BB gun in the past – LOL! Lunch was our annual tradition – fondue! Noel set up four different fondue pots around me: oil, veggie broth, cheese, and of course, chocolate! Noel dipped and fed me all sorts of fun foods. My fave was oranges in the chocolate – DE-lish!

We watched The Grinch and Charlie Brown during lunch, and by the time we got to the end of Charles Schultz’s masterpiece, we were making out like teenagers. I KNOW! It felt like when I was a kid, kissing with Terry Harris from next door. He’d come over to watch movies in our basement with that old wood paneling on the walls, and we would st
ar making out. My mom would come downstairs to “do laundry” every 15 minutes or so. Little did she know, there’s a lot you can do in 15 minutes when you’re 15 years old...LOL!!

Things got pretty messy with the cheese and chocolate (hehe), so Noel gave me a sponge bath. (He’s super duper!)

Noel was pretty exhausted, and he fell asleep in the recliner next to my bed. He’s snoring away as I type my Season’s Greetings. Check him out:


Friday, November 28, 2008


By Noel Spencer

I made this. Jesse ate this. It was amazing. Happy Thanksgiving!

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Feeding Jesse's Face

By Noel Spencer

You may notice a new link in the side bar. We are very proud to present our first video! If you like force feeding, sexy feeding and sensual feeding, we’ve broken it down into three short vignettes for you to enjoy.

Part 1 is a sensual soft feeding focused on lovely light foods like whipped cream, meringue, ice cream and weight gain shakes. We highlight Jesse’s supple skin and rolling curves. Put this on for a romantic evening with your loved one.

Part 2 gets a little racy. Jesse jiggles, wiggles and shakes for you. She eats an entire three course meal highlighting savory and spicy dishes to whip up your appetite. Lots of cleavage and butt shots in this risqué romp.

Part 3 speaks to the doms out there. A little light bondage, and a lot of cake. Watch me stuff cupcakes, angel food cake, and brownies, down Jesse’s throat. She washes it all down with gallons of whole milk.

Get your copy of FEEDING JESSE'S FACE today.

Friday, October 31, 2008

Sometimes You Gotta Be Sexy

By Jessi Marie Scott

Last year, we went cute. This year, we’ve decided to go sexy. It looks like this might be my last big party out. It’s getting harder to leave the apartment and down the street, let alone going out and painting the town red.

You know how you can be a sexy anything these days? Sexy Nurse, Sexy Cat, Sexy Firefighter? Noel wanted me to be a Queen. I told him I’d be a Queen only if I could be a Sexy Queen. He told me I was already a queen in his eyes: “Queen of Pounds”. I told him that was a fabulous idea. I would be Queen of Pounds and he could be my Sexy Manservant. I mean, heck, if I’m going to be sexy, he might as well be, too! (Not that there’s any way he couldn’t be sexy…LOL!).

I’ve got a leesh and everything. Yes, this Sexy Queen of Pounds is into whipping her Sexy Manservant until he does my every bidding. Oh, this is going to be so much fun tonight. When we get home, I’m going to make him feed me until I can’t eat any more.

And then…


Happy Halloween!

Monday, October 6, 2008

Life Gives You Lemons

by Jesse Marie Scott

I've been so excited to tell you all about our wedding day, but in the end it turned out to be a fiasco.
Everything was beautiful. Noel wore a sharp suit, and I was in a fabulous white dress. I know, white might not have been appropriate, but that was another tradition I kept LOL!
Things were going well, actually. Noel's friend, Hank, got ordained online and performed the ceremony, and Noel's brother, Sully, came in from Toledo. We decided to do it here in the neighborhood here in Cooper Park. It was easy for me to get to, and we were able to celebrate at our favorite restaurant, Carmine's.

The ceremony was beautiful. It was very simple and sweet, and Sully got some nice pictures.

Things went south at dinner.

We arrived and got a table, and of course all the waitresses at Carmine's showered us with congratulations. We had pasta, pizza and tiramisu! So scrumptious!

Then, this guy sitting at the next table started making noises. Snorting, specifically. Like a pig. It was quiet at first, but then he got louder. It wasn't subtle at all. We just kept eating, but the joy was slowly getting sucked out of the day.

Finally, Noel turned to the guy and asked, "You got a problem?"

"Yeah, I got a problem. Your bride is grossing me out."

"Why don't you leave, then?" Noel said.

"Hey, man, I come here all the time. This is my spot. Why don't you leave? You and your piggy."
He snorted again.

Noel stood up, and the guy stood up, too. He was bigger than Noel, and I really didn't want a scene.

"Sweetie, sit down," I begged Noel.

Noel eyed the guy, then looked at me. He smiled, and sat down.

"You take orders from piggy like that?"

The guy was right behind him.

"Sir, is this man bothering you?"

Vinnie, the manager came up behind the guy and stood between Noel and the guy.

"You sticking up for these people, Vin?"

Obviously the guy knew Vinnie. Probably a regular. Maybe they grew up together. Who knows. Whatever the case, Vinnie turned and looked the guy square in the eyes and said: "It's these lovely peoples' wedding day, and you're being a douche. Back off. Now."

And, with that, the guy turned and huffed out of the restaurant.

Vinnie smiled at us and said, "Sorry 'bout that, folks. Hang tight. Enjoy your pasta. I got somethin' special for you."

A few minutes later, Vinnie and all the waitresses came out of the kitchen with an entire tiramisu. And he must have gone to the 99 cent store next door, for there was a plastic bride and groom on top!

"It's on me," Vinnie said.

Noel protested, like he usually does when someone does something nice for him, but in the end, we accepted the generous gift.

After dinner, we went back to my apartment with my sister, Meredith. Sully had a plane to catch, and

Hank headed home. Meredith was going home in the morning, so we planned on visiting and relaxing.
Unfortunately, there was nothing relaxing about our time together.

Noel was in the kitchen, preparing a bedtime snack, when Meredith asked why I needed another snack before bed. She insisted I’d had enough to eat for the day, and asked why I eat so much. I told her about the 1000 pound goal, and she went off. She told me how I was being unhealthy, how I wasn’t considering my family and how I was disgusting.

“That guy at the restaurant was right. You’re just a big piggy!”

I still can’t believe she said it. I was so GD mad! I told her off like I’ve never done in my life. She’s made me mad, but this was the worst thing she ever could say. On my wedding day, no less! Lots was said, and in the end, I told Meredith she had to leave. Noel was in the middle of us, telling us to calm down, but neither one of us wanted to listen. We yelled louder and louder, until I told her to get out. She grabbed her suitcase and found a hotel for the night, and she flew out today. Didn’t even call to let me know she got home safe.

I’m so furious at her. She knows how to get my goat! I don’t care if I hear from her again. She crossed the line, and I don’t think I can trust her now. This was supposed to be my special day, and she ruined it!

As usual, Noel is amazing. He told me to focus on our future together. We have a great thing going, and he’s my family now. That’s awesome to me – you can’t choose your blood family, and sometimes they aren’t very nice. You can choose a new family, though, and Noel is mine. So full of love and support. In the end, I know I’m lucky. Sorry there’s not better news to report, but some days life sucks.

Unfortunately, that day happened to be my wedding day.

Normally, I’m a glass half full kind of gal. You get lemons, make lemonade. But, today, I don’t seem to have any sugar, and the glass seems half empty – of lemon juice.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008


By Noel Spencer

It’s a lot of work getting married. I thought since it would just be my brother and Jesse’s sister attending it would be a piece of cake, but it’s turning out to be a lot of running round. Jesse can help with some things around the house, but when it comes to executing errands around town, I’m doing most of that, including renting a car to pick up Jesse’s sister at the airport. She doesn’t get that people take cabs in NYC, so we’ve got to pick her up in a rental. It’s just one more thing.

I also must pick up Jesse’s dress from the cleaners. They are doing the alterations. I thought I could do it. I can sew a little, but this is special. I want it done right. The seamstress is over on Metropolitan Avenue. She is a Indian woman, and she’s done a great job in the past with minor alterations. We ordered Jesse’s dress online, and it is gorgeous. It just needs to be bigger. When I told the woman doing the alterations we want it to be let out, she tried to explain to me that I must have it wrong. All brides want to have their dress taken IN.

After much back and forth about whether I was right or wrong, she told me it would cost more for letting it out. She suggested it was about the extra fabric. I almost argued with her on this. Why does it cost more for someone to make something bigger than smaller? It is as if she is penalizing us for Jesse being fat. Ultimately, after speaking with some friends, they assured me that extra fabric would cost more.

All of this is to say: I picked up Jesse’s dress today! She tried it on, and she looks stunning. Even though the woman altered it to be bigger, I had her make it slightly smaller than Jesse’s size. It’s super tight, and her voluptuous, glorious body shows in all its glory. She’s beautiful, sumptuous, and classic all at once.

Jesse watches this show Say Yes to the Dress all the time. Her favorite part is when women get all weepy over their dresses. Gets her every time. She says they know when they put it on.
When Jesse tried on that dress…

God, let me tell you…she was perfection. The look on her face was priceless. And the tears flowed…and flowed.

I can’t wait for Saturday.

Monday, September 15, 2008

Old, New, Borrowed & Blue

By Jesse Marie Scott

I can’t believe I’m getting married in less than three weeks! OMG!!

I’ll be honest – this isn’t something I ever thought would happen. When I was a little girl, I dreamed of having a wedding, of course. I’d have a white dress with a long train that went down the isle like Princess Diana. There would be a ring barer, a flower girl and candles everywhere. When I got older, I rarely dated, and when I did date, I never thought of anyone as “Mr. Right.” Even after I started meeting up with guys that feed, I never figured I’d find someone who wanted to be with me long term, let along marry me.
There was one guy I dated (who will remain nameless), and I thought he might be “the one.” We were together just over a year. The relationship started a lot like Noel and mine did. We met on line, started seeing each other and we had a relationship. I didn’t expect anything because all my other feeders before him were short term. Guys usually will stick around for a few weeks, maybe a couple months, but no one ever really connected with me on an intimate level.

We began feeding more regularly, and we played around with the idea of goals. I joked that we should go for 1000 pounds one day, and you should have seen his eyes! LOL! He was so freaked out. We agreed 300 hundred pounds would be much easier to reach, and we started out feeding to gain. For realsies. Before it was a fantasy or something we joked about. This required serious obligation. He didn’t have that. He left a couple weeks after we started on our road to the goal.
Looking back on it, that is fine by me! His exit made room for my true love, Mister Noel Jonathan Spencer. Now we’re getting married, and I can’t WAIT!

I do have to get a little traditional: Something Old, Something New, Something Borrowed, and Something Blue.

So far, I’ve got…

Blue – I’m going have a blue bouquet. I love blue. It’s my favorite color, and I almost decided to wear a blue dress, too. In the end, I decided to be traditional and wear white.

Working on the other three. Though, I did see pretty pearl necklace on line. I showed it to Noel, and I think he might be getting it for me!! That would be my “new” item.

I’m not sure what the other two items will be, though. Any of you had a wedding? What did you borrow? If you have suggestions, feel free to suggest away!

Monday, September 8, 2008

Woke Up, Fell Out of Bed

By Noel Spencer

You might be wondering what a day in the life of a feeder is like. I am sorry to say, it is pretty typical. Wake up, make coffee, and rustle up some breakfast. This is where it deviates from what most people do, I guess. My breakfast is a bowl of cereal or some toast with peanut butter, but I make Jesse’s breakfast which is usually a dozen eggs scrambled with cheese, a large bowl of cereal with whole milk, and a tea with half and half and sugar. Jesse watches her morning shows while I get started with my day.

As a designer, I’m able to work from home. My room has a little office area and a twin sized bed. I’m usually on deadline, so I don’t have a lot of time to make big lunches. White Castle is down the street and McDonald’s is over on Grand, so I usually just head over there and grab a few Extra Value Meals. I get a variety – Big Mac, Quarter Pounder – and a few apple or cherry pies. Jesse is on the computer or watching television throughout the afternoon. If she gets hungry, there’s plenty of snacks in the fridge for her to grab, and if she wants something we don’t have, I’ll just pop out to the store for the special item.

Dinner is special. It can take up to two hours to prepare. I love cooking. This is when I get to feed Jesse. It’s relaxing, sensual and most nights it evolves into sexy time. It’s the perfect end to a long day.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

My First Time

By Jesse Marie Scott

Okay, it’s not what you think. It’s my first blog entry! It’s so exciting. I’ve read blogs for years, but I never figured I’d write one. I didn’t think I had anything to write about. People who write blogs always seem like an expert on something. I never felt like an expert on anything. But when me and Noel talked about starting a blog, Noel made a great point: I’m an expert on gaining weight. LOL! Since Noel’s an expert on helping people gain weight, this seemed like a natural progression.

I’ve been gaining weight since I can remember. Of course, I dieted, so during those times I’d lose some weight. I’ve tried so many diets: NutriSystem, Atkins, The Cabbage Soup Diet, The Watermelon Diet, Cyberdiet, LA Diet, Diet Center, Jenny Craig, Scarsdale, Zone and Tops. But they’re all the same: lose 15 pounds, gain twenty. Each diet, I’d end up heavier than when I started.

One day, I discovered men who like fat women. They didn’t want thin girls living on Diet Coke and lettuce. These men want big, voluptuous, beautiful ladies who have an appetite to boot! I knew this was my destiny.

From that point on, I haven’t looked back.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

The Launch!

By Jesse Marie Scott & Noel Spencer

Welcome to the blog of Jesse Marie Scott and Noel Spencer, otherwise known as! Thanks for joining us. We are a couple living in the Williamsburg, Brooklyn neighborhood of New York City. We have been together for almost two years. We met online after Noel responded to a personal ad Jesse posted on Craigslist.

This is our little corner of the interweb to share our experiences as a couple engaging in the feederism lifestyle. Feederism, for those of you who don’t know, is a fetish where one partner feeds the other to aid in weight gain. Sometimes, both partners will feed, but more often than not, one partner is the feeder and the other partner is a feedee, or gainer. In our relationship, Noel feeds Jesse and takes care of her every need. During our time together, Jesse has gained 103 pounds. Currently, she weighs 417lbs.

There are a few reasons we’re starting this blog:

  1. To share what it is like to be in a relationship framed by feederism. This isn’t a lifestyle most people know about, and we want to give the rest of the world a better understanding of our day-to-day activities.

  1. We want to share tips and hints for others looking to feed or gain. The community of feeders and feedees is expanding each day, and it’s helpful to hear other couples are successfully achieving the goals they set for themselves.

  1. Recently, we decided to go for the ultimate goal: 1000 pounds! Throughout our relationship, we have set goals and made every one. Now, we embark on an exciting trip, and we hope you’ll join us as we head to 1K!

Finally, we’re very excited to announce our upcoming wedding! We’re tying the knot on October 4, 2008 – less than a month away. Very exciting! It’s such an exciting next step in our relationship.

Thanks for reading, and if you have any comments or questions, just ask. We’re here to help!

Jesse & Noel